the bottom of the never ending deep.

then i saw it. the bottom, i picked up speed as i swam i need to get to the bottom so i could push my way back up to the top. there is sea weed everywhere. as i touch my feet down to the bottom it is slippery, like the edges of out door pools that are not kept in perfect condition. the sea weed sweeps up against my leg begging me to stay with it at the bottom of this ocean. it's just as lonely as i am. i consider staying but the burning in my lungs reminds me i need air. i have no clue how far out to sea i am. i swam across the top for so long. with one quick push the sea weed lets me go and i swim to the top, it doesn't take me long but i can't keep track of time any more. i have no idea how long i have been swimming for. my mind, filled with so many thoughts of you, has messed up my ability to comprehend anything else. i try to see how far away the shore is but my eyes are stinging from the salt and my tears are clouding my vision. i only just realise how tired i am. all body body is aching, screming for me to give it a rest, i will once i move on to the shore.

P.s. i realise how the bottom of the never ending deep sounds stupid, but i never said it went down for ever. it just hasw no end on the sides.