innocence

there i was looking and i saw...well i did see but it felt like more than seeing....i saw these eyes. they were blue a light, almost gray but stark blue. they were put on to an Innocent face those eyes. they looked Innocent too, didn't they? they looked Innocent to me. it seems once i am this age no one is Innocent no more no matter how much they look the part. no one at all is Innocent they all have been changed. when did life become like this? is there just this one age where everyone stops being Innocent? i guess it just what we do. we get to the point where we ain't innocent, right? then with no more innocents things become more and more complicated? so that only lead in to the fact that the less innocent we get the more complicated everything gets. great I'm just so looking forward to this... (that was sarcasm)

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Happy!!!!

It's been a long time since i have felt properly happy and then here i am today finally moved on.
finally happy again .
to be truly happy is a hard thing for deep down no matter how much we hide it we still feel the pain.
it's hard to move on from pain people that hurt you, i know that just as well as anyone.
this facade of happiness we put on everyday helps and we may think we are happy but that's not always the case.
so i suggest we don't be pessimistic even when we do feel crap because other wise you end up like.....
but my point is be happy