i miss you

It been so long i thought i was over it, then why now when I'm just starting to move on must it come back?
After so long of thinking "it never would have worked out anyways" do i suddenly find myself wanting it all back.
Those endless nights of wanting you next to me. the talking that lasted for hours on end.
That's what i miss about you why did it have to end the way it did i think i fell for someone for the first time and yet for the first time i felt the pain that I'm sure i had coursed to other people.
I regret it so much i wish i didn't hurt them the way you hurt me.
If i went back to that night and died at least i would know that i died happy

I miss you...unfortunately